
My drawing class at the Smithsonian started last Sunday. Hungover and exhausted from a Girlsquad weekend, Sarah and I dragged our tired butts to class last Sunday afternoon. The lesson of the day was to draw “accurately” from observation. The model posed in the same position with a break every 20 minutes.
It’s been a while since I draw from a live model. The biggest challenge for me is “drawing accurately” as oppose to what looks right. There is a difference. What looks right to my eyes, translating the 3D into two dimensional figure on a page is vastly different than drawing “accurately.” Drawing accurately is stiff and uncreative, IMHO. However, in order to draws what looks right, it’s important to learn how to draw accurately first, which is more technical. I’ve been doing the former for so long that dissecting my process of drawing now is like walking backward. It’s just awkward and I’m afraid of falling backward on my ass.
And who actually enjoy falling on their asses on the first day of class? Nobody. This fear makes you want to rebel and cling to what you know and trust. It’s quite funny to see the older ladies interrupt with questions after questions full of doubt. The age gap between the class and Sarah and myself is about 40 years difference.
I was exhausted. The goal is to draw/placing the whole figure on the page, before putting in muscle shapes, light and shadows etc. By, guessing, gridding, plane-ing, we use no other tools of measurement but our eyes to translate parts of the body on the page. This is the stage that allows one to design a painting/drawing. It is much easier to move shapes around than to move a chiseled torso. This is hard because I’m lazy. This takes so much time and patience and fear of my figure looking disfigured is a matter of pride. And this is just no fun. I wanted to give up and start over again every time a shoulder part is misplaced, or the hip is too high.
After a certain point though, when most of your page consisted more of charcoal smears and lines and shapes than an actual figure, you’ve officially reached “fuck it” stage and just have fun. OK it wasn’t as easy as it sounds, but I did finally remember to take 5 steps back, look at my drawing, then look at the model, make a change, and repeat the process until the three hour class ended.
In the end, did I fall on my ass? While it would have been funny, who the fuck cares? I had fun and this is what I did in three hours. It is no masterpiece but it’s a stage all artists go through, including all the masters. This is an example of Leonardo‘s for one of the ceilings. See, see? I’m not really trying to compare myself to a master, but it makes me feel better that they too, do sketches and spend years studying a hand.
Baby steps. This week, we’ll learn foreshortening. Yay!